I AM NOT A ROLE MODEL

This blog is about my eating disorder: Anorexia Nervosa. If you are recovering, please do not read, as this blog can be triggering. I am not Pro-Ana.
I do not give advice.
I do not want you to tell me to stop.
I want to write and think about my life with anorexia. If you would like to read and think about a life effected by this particular ED, then please read on, otherwise, thank-you and good-bye.

Friday, January 15, 2010

At The Coconut Lounge

I had the best date with P___. He came and picked me up and we had good conversation all through the night. He seemed a little nervous but I think it's just first date stuff. I think this one could be my boyfriend. One thing I found a little funny... First, I was glad we decided to split the dessert. Less calories right away. Plus, I managed to talk mostly and eat just enough to make it look like I ate my share. AND Thank Christ fancy dessert places have tiny and fashionable desserts instead of something like a huge brownie! And I went for beer instead of a hot chocolate or other dessert-type alcohols.

It was exactly what I wanted it to be.

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